styleee
01-11-2001, 07:39 PM
i think i'm going to have a nervous break down any minute now.
the biggest, most tramatic problem, is my current state of employment. my stupid company has set our sales targets unreasonably high, so there is no way i'm going to get any bonuses. which is about 20% of my income. and i don't make that much at all, so this is a HUGE deal. i mean, that money is pretty much my rent, and i live paycheck to paycheck. to make matters even worse, i'm going back to school this semester, and i just bought a car. so there is NO WAY i can survive without that money. GRRRR! i don't know what i'm going to do.
it is making me sick.
anyway, i just found out about this yesterday, so i've been getting my resume back into shape. but i'm so afraid that i'm not going to be able to find a good job right now. :(
so all i can think about is the fact that I'VE NEVER WON ANY MONEY ON IWON.COM !!! i mean really! it just makes me mad. i've been going there almost every day for the past year and a half and they have shown me no love. but i guess i should just get over it and find a new job.
grrrrr
the biggest, most tramatic problem, is my current state of employment. my stupid company has set our sales targets unreasonably high, so there is no way i'm going to get any bonuses. which is about 20% of my income. and i don't make that much at all, so this is a HUGE deal. i mean, that money is pretty much my rent, and i live paycheck to paycheck. to make matters even worse, i'm going back to school this semester, and i just bought a car. so there is NO WAY i can survive without that money. GRRRR! i don't know what i'm going to do.
it is making me sick.
anyway, i just found out about this yesterday, so i've been getting my resume back into shape. but i'm so afraid that i'm not going to be able to find a good job right now. :(
so all i can think about is the fact that I'VE NEVER WON ANY MONEY ON IWON.COM !!! i mean really! it just makes me mad. i've been going there almost every day for the past year and a half and they have shown me no love. but i guess i should just get over it and find a new job.
grrrrr