not holdin up so well

[g222leav]

i dunno about you guys, but after all that's said and done, i'm a bit emotionally drained. i know my problems are miniscule to the current state, but trying to go on is getting difficult.

it oddly parallels a broken heart, i'm in a state of depression...emotionally numb. i find it difficult to concentrate and do anything productive. everywhere there are constant reminders; tv, radio, newspapers, people...gotapex forums.

my exam that was scheduled for tuesday was obviously postponed to tomorrow. i haven't been able to concentrate at all. i'm hoping that i can get to school early and get some cramming in before the exam.

i dunno, anybody else like me? just in a state where you feel like what you do isn't important?

[coleslaw]

I have gotten about 12 hours of sleep total in the past 5 days due to major overtime at work plus several web projects outside of work as well. Along with that, I am supposed to be moving on Friday, and I haven't even begun to pack yet. The events of September 11, 2001 have been enough to keep me distracted from doing any productive packing due to news coverage. On top of all of this, my dad was supposed to be flying in tomorrow to help me move, but that isn't going to happen, so he has rented a car and will be leaving in about 2 hours. He has a 20 hour drive ahead of him, so hopefully he will at least stop tomorrow night for rest.

[g222leav]

yea, i heard a lot of people are driving out and about tonight just to get home. i'd do the same.

[styleee]

i don't know what to do or thing right now :(

[attgig]

wow, crazy slaw...

yeah, it is REALLY difficult to work for me too...
but just gotta get your head in the game....:shrug: (saying it, somewhat hesitantly).

I couldn't start being productive at work today until the afternoon, and even then..hmmmm~!

my cure...
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