styleee
01-15-2002, 08:54 PM
omg, can i tell you how bored i am??
i did nothing today. and when i say i did nothing, i mean it. and that is about how productive i've been for the past month.
i hate leaving my house because i'm afraid i'll spend money that i dont' have, so i lock myself inside my room.
and there are things i could do, but i have no desire to do them. i wrote myself a list of things to do, and i did most of htem in about 2 hours.
my life is in limbo at the moment, because i'm trying to find out how i'm going to get money in two weeks when my unemployment runs out...
i might get it extended because i'm in school, or i might not, i have yet to find out the answer. AND i have to wait to get all my stupid w2 forms so i can prove to my school that i only made 2/3 of what i did the previous year so i can get more financial aid. but its all waiting and its killing me.
i guess maybe i should go try to find a waitressing job in case my unemployment doesn't get extended, but i really really dont want to do that.
graaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i really wish everything wasn't taking so long. my life would be much better if i felt i could do something about it right this minute.
and btw, i think all institutions of higher learning hire total morons for administrative staff. there is a list of about 30 scholarships listed on my schools webpage, so i decide to inquire about them... and the response i get? "oh we don't offer any" grrr. wtf? that is so untrue. it really puts me in a bad mood when i try to accomplish something, and all i get is voice mail that nobody ever returns.
i did nothing today. and when i say i did nothing, i mean it. and that is about how productive i've been for the past month.
i hate leaving my house because i'm afraid i'll spend money that i dont' have, so i lock myself inside my room.
and there are things i could do, but i have no desire to do them. i wrote myself a list of things to do, and i did most of htem in about 2 hours.
my life is in limbo at the moment, because i'm trying to find out how i'm going to get money in two weeks when my unemployment runs out...
i might get it extended because i'm in school, or i might not, i have yet to find out the answer. AND i have to wait to get all my stupid w2 forms so i can prove to my school that i only made 2/3 of what i did the previous year so i can get more financial aid. but its all waiting and its killing me.
i guess maybe i should go try to find a waitressing job in case my unemployment doesn't get extended, but i really really dont want to do that.
graaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i really wish everything wasn't taking so long. my life would be much better if i felt i could do something about it right this minute.
and btw, i think all institutions of higher learning hire total morons for administrative staff. there is a list of about 30 scholarships listed on my schools webpage, so i decide to inquire about them... and the response i get? "oh we don't offer any" grrr. wtf? that is so untrue. it really puts me in a bad mood when i try to accomplish something, and all i get is voice mail that nobody ever returns.