i've hit the wall...again

[g222leav]

you know..that wall where life just sorta seems stagnant. maybe it's cause you're not doing anything, no plans...the same monotony of doing the same thing over and over again. or maybe you've hit the wall for just no apperant reason. for whatever reason, everything seems sorta pointless and you 1/2 kinda just wanna veg out, and 1/2 kinda wanna go and have something to do (not that there isn't anything to do).

i haven't been able to express any real feelings lately, i've been placed on a waiting list for acceptance in pharmacy school...and being on the waiting list, my life is kind of in a "paused" state, seeing how the next few monthes depends on whether or not i get in. i have no clue what the end of august will hold for me, if i end up having to go to pharmacy school or just work for awhile. i'm just sorta waiting for the sign so that i can pick things up and get on with my life. i can't make any plans let alone do much. i just kinda work as much as i can and *try* to stay occupied to keep my mind off it. on the plus side, the days kinda go by faster, seeing how each day is just like the day before it....

eh, don't mind me, i just venting....

[eSDee]

Go jump out of a plane. Nothing like a little brush with death to make you enjoy even the most mundane aspects of living ;)


Hope things get better for you. Remember it's always darkest before dawn and other overplayed cliche's.

[Airencracken]

Dude I totally understand. My life is like that often. To paraphrase some wisdom from "Calvin and Hobbes" life is like topography, you have mountians of euphoria, valleys of depression and vast plains of bordem. Don't think on it too much, you're just swimming in it which isn't healty, I know cause I do it all the time :D. Buck up, champ! (said in 1950's school film voice)

[Sir_Froggy]

Originally posted by g222leav
you know..that wall where life just sorta seems stagnant. maybe it's cause you're not doing anything, no plans...the same monotony of doing the same thing over and over again. or maybe you've hit the wall for just no apperant reason. for whatever reason, everything seems sorta pointless and you 1/2 kinda just wanna veg out, and 1/2 kinda wanna go and have something to do (not that there isn't anything to do).


welcome to my summer :wavey:

[g222leav]

Originally posted by Sir_Froggy


welcome to my summer :wavey:

yea, but didn't you start driving? or has the excitement of that worn off? commuting killed the love for driving for me when i was a teenager...

[Sir_Froggy]

actually driving was never that big a thing to me. I think that I'll be driving for the rest of my life, but I won't not be driving for the rest of my life, so I sort of didn't want my license. I only got it because my mom wanted me to.

Oh also gas prices aren't that great, so I don't want to drive that much. So summer is still boring

[Ladogaboy]

I don't mind hitting the wall so much as the wall hitting me back. But, yeah, I know what you are saying. I'm in pretty much the same boat right now. :hmm: