First LOVE ... Unforgeting and Unforgiving...

[CluelessSi]

First Love... Ahh... The one you will never forget...
I remeber when I had my first love I did not really realize it back then... Been good friends for a few years then started seperating but after I went to college I relized that I made a mistake to lose contact... I am still regretting and trying to reconnect and have the friendship at least but .... -_-"
Just have to say try not to regret or else it sticks with you forever http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/tongue.gif

So what are your stories fellow AA memebrs http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

[This message has been edited by CluelessSi (edited 06-28-2000).]

[hapoo]

First Loves are great but once they go sour its a real B*tch

[CluelessSi]

Yea... but they stay with you forever .. ^.^
O yea Congrats on your 1000 http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/biggrin.gif

[hapoo]

thanks

the love does stay with you, so does all they joy, but so does the pain.

[tupacboy]

cluelesssi... i made the same mistake... but she's now my best friend... and maybe soon she'll be mine agian... she's got me going like no other...

[tongyang]

Oh... Mine goes like this.

I was in middle school back in Hong Kong then. We were borderline bf/gf/friends, like we never made it "official." Then the following year I immigrated to the US and I lost contact to her http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif http://www.gotapex.com/ubb/frown.gif

[Booyamos]

Ahh yes the first love.... it is amazing how much joy and how much pain one person can give someone. Needless to say my first love didn't work out to well, go dissed by god as my friends like to say, ha lol. Oh well. It is better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all.

[Tuvi]

i never lost my true love. he is still with me and will be with me forever. i've only loved one person, and it will stay that way.

[hapoo]

i'm sure god doesn't want people to be in pain, but i perfectly understand the feeling.

[CluelessSi]

Haha Hapoo,
your icon is fun =) must be a little joke from our beloved admin ^_^

[This message has been edited by CluelessSi (edited 06-30-2000).]

[sbp]

sniff sniff <IMG src="http://www.geocities.com/SiliconValley/Chip/7806/002.gif" alt="SOB">

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[CluelessSi]

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by sbp:
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Forever and a day =)

[Grizybaer]

I remember my first dearly. We first met in kindergarten but grew apartfrom there. Somehow in HS, Sr year our paths crossed again. We went to different schools but somehow i had a feeling i knew her. The next time we met we were paired up for a heimlich manuver demo. I put my arms around her and it felt, i cant really explain it, I was nervous but i knew there was something about her i liked very much. Months passed by and we got to know each other better. Finally in Feb, I asked her to a movie, Titanic. We went in as friends and came out as a couple. The next three months were pure bliss. I've never felt so happy in my life. I had her and that was all that matters. Nothing else seemed important. The fourth month comes, AP's are comming near. The stress starts piling up. I remember she got mad at me for something, not sure what but she was mad for most of the day. I took it. At the time i didnt know why she was mad, and let it be. We were together for most of the day, near the end i guess i cracked and i angry with her for being angry with me. After that, it was straight down hill. We started fighting and it never seemed to stop. AP's are comming. We went on a break, a week later we broke up. The sad part is we broke up to salvage the friendship. We were pretty close, i told her everything. Nowadays we hardly ever talk. Havent spoken to her in over a year. When i call, it seems like she's still angry with me. Maybe i'll call sometime. I'm already in a big hole, how much worse could our relationship get? Part of me still loves her, two years and part of me is still broken. AND, i'd do it all again in a heart beat.

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~Grizy
Great, so how much is shipping?

[CluelessSi]

I suggest calling her up. At least you can, as for me I don't even have a number that I can call.. nor a reason... then agian why need reasons =)

[CluelessSi]

Now that school is going on that means there are new people watching the boards and more ppl having more stories to tell

please share me nosey =)

[Full Monty]

I recently got over my first love, but it took a lot longer than I had hoped. It's hard to believe someone can love you so much and then just not anymore, but it happens, and people change. The good thing is that you really do live and learn. I have learned so much about myself after losing my first love, and I know that will help my future relationships.

[jujubees]

Perhaps this shouldn't be a first love story as much as an unrequited love story, but he was the hugest crush of my life, and I'm too lazy to start a new thread anyway!

I had known this boy since we were nine, and I never really thought much of him. We were little more than acquaintances until we reached high school.

In our freshman year, we had three classes together so we got to chat quite a bit, and I felt myself falling ... so, being the straight-forward bozo that I am, I told him. NOT a smart move -- it wasn't mutual. (In retrospect, I can't say I blame him because I was pretty homely back then. But he should have looked PAST that and loved me for my charm and rapier wit! Oh nm, this isn't a John Hughes movie ... )

My heart would not move on, and my crush lasted all through high school. I watched him date lots of girls of different ethnicities -- just not me. We graduated, and I went away to college while he stayed at home. We didn't talk during those four years, and I only saw him once during a visit home. I've gained some self-confidence since high school, and although I've had a couple of boyfriends since this devastating crush, I have never gotten a final sense of closure ...

(I've taken long enough to get to the point, right? Well you got the annotated version of this! It took me eight years to live this out!)

WELL ... guess what happened to this man?

He got married two weeks ago because he knocked up some girl :D

Ooooh, so evil of me to revel in this ...

renots

err, jujubees

[CluelessSi]

=P :D cool cool

[SilverKJ]

its just so messed up...once u've had what u'd consider the best of the best (ur 1st), its just like no 1 else can compare..... like u have not interest in anyone else....