I know it doesn't sound like much but I was with my wife for 18 years. We treasured our dinnertime. We would catch up from our day's work, our trials and tribulations and what funny things happened to us or what stories we had heard. Now, I sit here at the computer and eat frozen dinners every night by myself. No one to talk to, no one to share my day with either good or bad (actually I am crying as I type this) and dammit I am lonely. I miss my wife. I miss my old life and I miss having the companionship I have enjoyed the last 18 years. That's all.