So I couldn't stop thinking about this girl. I figured I could get over her. Sadly I was mistaken. I tried to forget her, and would succeed after quite some time, but when anything at all reminded me of her, all those feelings i bottled up came back. I figure those feelings will never go away, so I might as well stop trying to forget them, I'll just not act upon them.
That was the theory. I had lunch with her recently. It was harder than I thought to not act upon my feelings. I kept wanting to express my feelings. I didn't say anything though.
On the way back home, I was driving along some curvey back roads and I was zoned out thinking completly of her. after about a half hour of driving, I started thinking, "what is that screaching noise?" And then It kept bugging me. Then my mind comes back to reality and realize I'm going a speed no sane person would go on that kind of road. If anyone was riding with me, they would have been scared sh*tless.
This girl is going to be the end of me.
I want to tell her my feelings on the offshoot chance that she still likes me, and I'm hoping it will help get this off my chest. However, I don't want to freak her out. I feel so pathetic.
I hate this feeling.
this is the girl that has made your evil overlord a sissy. :'(